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[sticky post] COMMENT.ADD.READ! [Dec. 31st, 2011|04:10 pm]

Sexyonlips in a teeny weeny bit locked.

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Desiree's the name. I like philosophy,photography & fashion.I'm a person who gets easily influenced by my peers. I'm a pink lover...sometimes i dream about a pink world where everything is just so bimboliciously PINK. I love listening to accoustic music & reading menaingful quotes, it gives me that feeling of serenity that I pretty much love. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I'm sure there's more to us humans than just mere appearances. I try to be something I'm not once in a while,it does help you to realise who you are sometimes. Till today i don't know what I am. But I can tell you, I believe in loving the people around you & that there is mroe to everything than just grey clouds.

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korean imported tee...DIY tie dye tank AND MORE ALL MOST ALL BELOW $20 MAILED!


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Down as dirt [Mar. 1st, 2013|11:44 am]
[Current Location |Singapore, Kampong Amoy Quee, Ang Mo Kio New Town]

At this very moment I recall the torment
Of being the fat girl out of the perfect skinny ones. And I ask myself what did I ever do to deserve this. I thought feeling ugly was lost but I guess it never really left me. Always gonna be that fucking ugly fat ass that nobody loves.

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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2013|03:15 pm]
[Current Location |Singapore, Kampong Amoy Quee, Ang Mo Kio New Town]

Sometimes I just feel like the black among the whites.

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Thoughts [Feb. 22nd, 2013|05:02 pm]
[Current Location |Singapore, Kampong Tongkang Pechah]

They've made me cry
They've made me doubt
They've made me jealous
They've made me cautious
They've made me angry
They've made me jealous
But they have never been there
When skys were dark
When blood was cold
When the organ broke
I remember you
Crying with me
And fixing me
I'll remember you
For you were my everything
When I was alone
I'll always come back to this
Where I belong for

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Ugly [Feb. 10th, 2013|09:46 am]
[Current Location |Singapore, Kampong Pasir Ris, Tampines Estate]

Today I look at myself in the mirror and I see nothing but a disgusting fat girl trying to look skinny but failing oh so terribly. Sigh. I think I might actually start working out.... I just might. Might.

On a side note, I doubt i can keep my word about blogging so I might as well do little emotional posts here. Today is also Chinese lunar new year but I don't feel good at all. I feel so ugly. I'm wearing a maxi dress which I have no confidence in. I'm sleepy and grumpy. I feel like everyone is laughing at me. Maybe I look hideous. All my fats oozing out of this horrendous looking dress on me. Fml

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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2013|02:47 pm]
[Current Location |Singapore, Seletar Hills Estate]

Maybe some wouldn't diagnose it as a problem,but I keep struggling.
My weight has been fluctuating. What I see in the mirror is comparable and what you see in the toilet. I feel ugly, horrible and I feel like I am an unattractive piece of crap. Eating three meals a day within 3 hours, stuffing my face with carbs carbs and fats and oil. To make myself feel happy. All I wanna do is just have an empty stomach. Buy everyday I'm hungry, I used to cry myself to sleep, pondering about the day I will lose all the weight. I tried to believe that I wasn't an emotional eater. But I clearly am. It feels like years flowing in me. I can feel my heart aching with pain because I just wanna be skinny. I wanna be slim pretty and admired. Like all the other girls have met. I'm not proud of myself. No confidence, no nothing. I just feel like a piece of crap. It hurts so bad to want to be skinny yet having to control what goes in. I can't help that I have glutton as a middle name. Just someone take the word "hungry" away from me. I think I need help.
On a side note, I've been looking at thinspo pics alot on tumblr recently. And also been feel like puking out whatever I eat. I'm so tired I need to knocked out. Xoxo

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Just a random update! [Jan. 29th, 2013|09:56 am]

I haven't updated in a while. So I thought I blog from my phone! Thank god for an iPhone.

School supplies should all be pretty!!

Was craving red velvet so bad that day. Actually till now! :( :( :(

Had POA early in the morn so I took a pic HAHAHAHA starting to quite like POA!

Lunch @ galilee cafe aka library's cafe at amk

Breakfast I made for the beebs

Steak out is my one of my fav cafe. You must try the dejavu chicken yum :P

I can't wink laaaaa

Trying to irritate Jaime by copying her because she so annoying and refuses to Wakeup

Dinner! Jap dinz all alone

Omg I don't know how I feel about this top but I'm so tempted to buy it howwwww

Fat and fluffy Dobi!!

His new fav treats!

Hahaah my process of giving treats!
3.give paw

Found this online and reminded me of some of my friends lol

Mummy made tarts

Yesterday I tried to dress grumpy to school!

With the school mates! Fel and Fiona

Jap lunch with Cheryl Fiona and Felicia hehehe

I just took this!

Chubby cheeks I hate you!!!

That's all for this post. Trying hard not to neglect this blog :( thank god for this app of not it'll be so hard to blog!! Anyway days have been normal.... Kinda stressed over using up to 300 plus of my pay :( but other than that I'm making sure I'm on task with school.im gonna succeed. I will! Wish me luck peeps.

Dobi and I <3

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Just my thoughts [Jan. 25th, 2013|05:07 pm]
[Current Location |Singapore, Bukit Sembawang Estate]

Sometimes I think I'm a fish. Or I'd like to be a mermaid. My idea of relaxation is being in a infinite pool of aquamarine, blue-green ocean with the water just below my neck. The temperature is warm. Not too cold and not too hot. The light from the sun glistening through the leaves that shelter me. The water will shine like diamonds reflecting the beauty of the aquatic life that we take for granted.
I will pretend to be a ballerina, going against the waves of the current, twirling and trying to complete my graceful performance. The sound of the ocean against my palm send sounds of serenity through my ears. And for that I believe that sometimes I was born to be either a mermaid or a fish. Or just one with the sea.
xoxo but I'm so afraid of diving in and disappearing.

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Just a short post [Jan. 23rd, 2013|01:07 am]
[Current Location |Singapore, Kangkar, Peoples Garden]

Hii I thought it would be good if I just post abit here and there. So today went by pretty fast! Signed up for my new school which starts in approx 9hours. So nervous yet excited! I was left in the car so I tried experimenting w some apps...look @ how the app made me look gross and like I'm eating myself :( hahaha

Pretty cheena printed pillows

Got a new cute horse head pencil for then first day of school tmr. Which made me so pissed... I had to sharpen it so much till it was so short -_- me no likey short pencils!

Ran a little earns before heading to paradise! Couldn't resist the super cute Eskulin Disney shampoo ahhhh only $1.50 and smells so sweet I love it!

Went to the post office to mail items out and picked up some makeup remover wipes!

From the dollar store / value dollar for only $1.95 hehe :D I guess because I'm still young, my skin doesn't have an allergy reaction to pretty much anything. So even dollar store wipes do fine. The product doesn't try out my skin much! But their removing power is pretty... Bleah. 3/5 I would rate. But they are good if you wanna just remove excess makeup after you remove your makeup with cleansers etc.

Then it's all time with the loml hehe.
xoxo that's all for today!!

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New begginings [Jan. 22nd, 2013|12:38 am]

Hellooooo back with a short post of what i did today!
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